Angry

I’m currently feeling
Angry.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
For some reason I’ve woken up angry. Angry at people and events from a few years back and angry at people and events in the last 24hrs. No idea why these people and events have bubbled up but conscious of feeling like shutting people out who have no appreciation for me or my time.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
No clothes or accessory purchases at all this month.

My tasks for the day is…
Finish the work week on a positive some how. JWW. Relax ahead of the weekend.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
Getting annoyed at people’s lack of appreciation of things I’ve done, and not insignificant things either, when others get rewarded for doing the bare minimum.

What thought will I practice instead?
Why bother? It’s a waste of energy to get wound up by these people and several of us know the truth, even if others choose to ignore it, or have selected memories about it.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Khaki green shortish body con dress, hugging all the right places. Gibraltar bracelet, V necklace and diamond hoop earrings. Loving how these style dresses fit and make me feel.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Lunchtime walk if it’s dry and catch up on some podcasts.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Not giving a damn so much about other people.

My progress and my blessings
It does show I have feelings and care about justice and equality. I would feel this way on behalf of someone else too if they were being unfairly treated.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Annoyed.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
Why am I feeling the way I am this morning? What can I do to lessen this feeling and not be so frustrated by other people?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Why should I care? If people have selective memory and what to praise people for little, that’s up to them. I don’t need to compromise my beliefs and values.