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I’m currently feeling 
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My thoughts creating this feeling:
As much as I wanted to stay quiet and not get involved in yesterday’s meeting, I couldn’t not when it came to certain people and their half truths. It was actually prompted by C who called out on a statement in someone’s report, and they started to say it would all be the CCCBR dealing with it. I pointed out that it wasn’t a CCCBR led project but they said the CCCBR had appointed a project lead. I said we had appointed a liasion to help guide and advise. They said they’d spoken to him and got actions agreed to which I told her I’d seen his (and said his name) email asking for clarification from CCCBR. They didn’t know his name and got very red faced and irate at being called out. It ended up with me suggesting there needs to be clarity around roles, responsibilities and expectations. Just another example of this person wanting all the glory without putting any real effort in.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be more financially savvy and understand my pensions, savings and investments more to enable me to take early retirement in 2026 and live a luxurious life.

What result will I produce this month?
The Paul Mckenna book arrived so I can make a start on learning from that. I did blowout on new clothes. I’m currently obsessed with my upper arms and bought several sleeveless, halter neck, style tops. I did also buy them from upgraded stores like Mint Velvet, instead of New Look. Upgrading my shopping experience to demonstrate a wealthy woman who deserves nice quality items. I did make use of my Blue Light card at every opportunity to at least get some discount.

My tasks for the day is…
Service ringing this morning. Ironing. Food prep. JWW with extra Abs & Core. Reading.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
I’ll drop an email to a couple of people about yesterday, so they are aware and forwarned. I can see this rumbling on.

What thought will I practice instead?
Luckily, when the event takes place, I’ll be on holiday.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Black jeans, bright red patterned tshirt. Gibraltar bracelet, birthstones necklace and garnet stud earrings. Simple, comfortable.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Walk into town for ringing. Clear the ironing pile. Preparing healthy food for the week ahead and exercising to cover physical and mental wellbeing.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Calm.

My progress and my blessings
Started reading the Paul Mckenna book, so far not really learned anything new. He’s talking about financial wealth at the moment, which I’m less interested in so hopefully will learn more when we get to the latter part of the book.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Calm.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I stop getting wound up by others? How can I focus on what I need to do to stay calm and determined?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
So what? So what if the other people haven’t grasped the reality of what they’re supposed to be doing? Stay out of it.