I’m currently feeling 
Informed.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
I’m getting more in tune with my body and how it responds to different foods, stimuli and times of the month. I’ll be 53 in 10 days time and still getting regular periods. But symptoms and side effects have changed over the years. Yesterday I went from total lethargy the day before and every fibre of my being aching, including a headache, which I don’t generally suffer from, to yesterday feeling mostly pain free, generally lighter mood and very much more physical. I walked into town with C and stood by for 2 hours whilst he fiddled with the bells and, to be honest, I wasn’t that bothered. Walked home again via the health food shop. Had a light lunch. Read, finished the Paul Mckenna book. Had a very short nap. Started reading my next book. Had some revelations about upgrading my environment to reflect Elegance and Wealth. Did a fierce JWW of 40 moves in 40 mins and felt sick, shaky and fabulous all at the same time. Then managed to stay awake until gone 10.30pm. I was doing a bit of doom scrolling but kept putting my device down. Had a great night’s sleep. Woke up this morning to my period. But… no headache or body ache.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be more financially savvy and understand my pensions, savings and investments more to enable me to take early retirement in 2026 and live a luxurious life.

What result will I produce this month?
I have transferred £5,000 to a higher interest paying savings account. I am going to try not to spend any money on Googleplay this month.

My tasks for the day is…
Peal attempt at Chelmsford today. C declined but is now coming into town to start with, then said he’ll come back to meet us at the end. Think he’s regretting saying no now, but tough. Not much else planned, but would like to crack out another JWW if my arms are up for it. If not, quiet reading.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
C didn’t want to ring in this peal because he thought the band would be another farce like the last time they attempted at Chelmsford. Now he’s seen who’s in the band, and one of them said to him the other day he would be happy to stand down if C wanted to ring, I think he’d quite like to ring. Well, I hope we score it and he’s not ringing. I don’t very often get to ring peals where C isn’t in the band as well.

What thought will I practice instead?
I’m actually quite looking forward to it. Just need to keep the concentration up.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Black jeans, active wear tshirt. No bracelet, birthstones necklace, diamond stud earnings. Basic ringing attire.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
I had some thoughts yesterday about how I could tidy up my areas of the lounge and bedroom. Things like clearing space on the chest of drawers and sorting through my jewellry boxes. I might look for new ways to display and access my jewellry.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
My vision for elegance and wealthy, beautiful surroundings.

My progress and my blessings
Some of my doom scrolling yesterday led me to thoughts about how I could elevate my areas of the house.

What do I declare myself to be today?
In tune.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I concentrate during the peal so I’m not the one who makes it fall apart, or look stupid?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
I am perfectly capable. Most of the band is very strong indeed, so shouldn’t go wrong and can put me right if I do. Looking forward to meeting some old faces again.