Frustrated

My current feeling:
Frustrated.

My current thoughts are:
My engagement ring has to go to the menders, again. It consists of 25 small diamonds arranged in a diamond shape. Over the years the two on the very outside edges have had to be replaced multiple times. I noticed yesterday that one was missing again. Several years ago C did buy me a replacement ring with a ruby at the centre but it’s not my real ring so I don’t wear it often. We’ll take it to the jewellers again later today to see if the can replace the missing diamond again. I hope so.

My physical state is:
Ready.

My physical state is a result of:
I did a lower body dumbell workout last night when we got back from the funeral. It was pretty hard and I did skip over the 20 rep section.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Buying fresh flowers for the lounge.
2) Finding out if my ring can be fixed again.
3) Confirming final arrangements with the venue for the CCCBR AGM in September.

My desired emotion for today is:
Educated.

I am a woman who:
Is open to learning.

Today I will let go of:
Laziness.

Today I choose to add:
Moments of glimmer.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
Getting my haircut first thing, then walk into town for a bit of shopping. Quick meeting. Reading. Workout. Light food.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
The sun is shining and I don’t need to hustle today.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Educating myself. I have a list of books I’m going through that help me understand all sorts of different things. To give me more topics of conversation, to help me learn more about myself and the world around me.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
Today is going to be a lovely day. I’ve decided it shall be so.