Frustrated

My current feeling:
Frustrated.

My current thoughts are:
Trying to get ready for work this morning and C is still unloading the dishwasher meaning certain items I need for my lunch at work aren’t available yet, as I pack my things, ready. And its bin day which means I have to take all the rubbish outside because he’s still in his dressing gown. I’ve got to drive to Southend today for a couple of meetings so I hope the people I’m going to see are actually there otherwise that will have been a wasted journey.

My physical state is:
Wound up.

My physical state is a result of:
Couldn’t find my denim jacket I wanted to wear today. It’s probably there underneath all the others, which I do need to sort out, but wasn’t instantly visible. Then putting rubbish out and trying to get everything ready for my day ahead.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Road trip to Southend in the sunshine.
2) Talking to people face to face (yesterday didn’t happen).
3) Workout #3 and no evening meetings.

My desired emotion for today is:
Calm.

I am a woman who:
Is ready anyway.

Today I will let go of:
Frustration.

Today I choose to add:
Glimmers.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
Was able to help my boss with a couple of things in the morning, which a) gave me something different to do for 5 minutes, and b) was of use to her. I also got a lot of my coaching documentation together to send off for assessment.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
Getting things up to date to submit as evidence for my apprenticeship portfolio is one step closer to getting the formal parts over with.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Slow down. An easy morning ahead, maybe get some admin done, then peal attempt in the afternoon. It may include lunch out.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
Bit nervous about todays meetings. I’ve never interacted with the senior digital team in quite this way before, where I’ll be questioning their team structure and roles.