Doubtful

My current feeling:
Doubtful.

My current thoughts are:
There was a general election yesterday and we wake up to news that we’re back to a Labour government again. I suspect a lot of that would have been protest votes against the Conservatives given their behaviours and track records over the last few years. However, despite all the pre election promises, I don’t suppose Labour will do much better. There’s not really much to choose from between any of the main parties. They all think they have the answer and can fix things quickly, but in reality we’re locked into previous governments policies and some things are just simply too difficult to fix whatever you try. To the majority of us, it makes little difference.

My physical state is:
Restless.

My physical state is a result of:
I did a workout last night and found it quite hard. I think I give up a little too easily sometimes, where I should push harder, work up more of a sweat, or get out of breath, or lift heavier. I’ve actually gone backwards with my weights. I won’t get to workout today as I have a meeting this morning and two quarter peal attempts this afternoon, Maybe I’ll do some stepping instead.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Write a job advert and update a Policy.
2) Read about Clean Living
3) Ring in two successful quarter peals.

My desired emotion for today is:
Ataraxy. Untroubled by mental distress.

I am a woman who:
Needs to get stuff done this weekend.

Today I will let go of:
Panic.

Today I choose to add:
Steadiness.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
A slow weekend ahead. The morning to get some admin done then an afternoon of ringing. Tomorrow is a completely free day so time to really get the admin finished and clear the decks. Sunday, the usual round of stuff but another quarter peal attempt in the evening.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
We decided not to go to London for the National Youth Contest. We have no role to play in proceedings and I don’t think there was any general ringing for anyone not involved in the competition, so we’d just be milling about not doing much.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
I need to improve my weekend eating and exercising habits. Thats when everything seems to go to pot, and undo all the good stutt from the week.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
I need to re-engage and action. Take decisive actions and have clear thoughts and ideas for myself. I need to have a greater interest in the world around me.