Fabulous

My current feeling:
Fabulous.

My current thoughts are:
Following my style rejuvenation plan, even though I’m not at work today, seeing anyone or doing anything special, I have uplevelled my casual wear. The only thing I’m doing today is going for a massage and a quick shop in town. I’ve styled my denim shorts with a white, sleeveless, cowl neck top and blinged things up with an Oliver Boms gold bracelet, my Swarovski crystal necklace and some long, dangly gold earings. I can look elegant even on my day off!

My physical state is:
Toned.

My physical state is a result of:
I keep looking at my arm muscles flexing, and feeling rather proud that I can now see them. I’m holding my core in more instead of actually pushing it out to fill my clothes.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Massage first thing
2) Making healthy food even though I don’t usually plan for Fridays.
3) Having an afternoon to myself to do what I please.

My desired emotion for today is:
Glowing.

I am a woman who:
Takes good care of herself, inside and out.

Today I will let go of:
Lack of knowledge.

Today I choose to add:
Learning about skincare.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
Had my appraisal conversation with my boss yesterday. We discussed my role and where I stand in the current financial climate. I am most at risk of the 4 of us but there are opportunities where other roles are at risk and currently filled by external consultants. To be honest, I’m happy either way. I don’t particularly want to leave right now, but if they chose to make me redundant it would cost them 2 years salary, which I doubt they could afford. But, I do need worthwhile work to be doing.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
I know my boss values my contribution and wouldn’t want to see me go, and her boss, our Director, has said the same thing. There are possible opportunities that fit my skill set.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
We’re heading to Nottingham for Little E’s 3rd birthday BBQ. Hopefully the weather will be better than last year’s downpours. I plan on wearing a colourful, elegant, feminine dress that shows off my arms and shoulders.  I’m aiming for fabulousness.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
Today I shall be investing time in researching facial skin products that will brighten and tighten my skin without making it look puffy. I may even do a self facial spa at home this afternoon whilst C is out.