Unmotivated

My current feeling:
Unmotivated.

My current thoughts are:
I completely forgot to prep a set of slides for my boss yesterday. I got sidetracked by other, trivial things. I was also going to do some prep for today’sworkshop, but I didn’t do that either. The trouble is, when you don’t have much work, you get in the habit of finding other ways to fill your day, so when you are thrown a bone, it’s hard to be motivated to do it. I do need to do the slide deck today as she needs it for tomorrow, but she didn’t send the information she said she would. And the workshop is today, so I need a rough outline of what to work on. Oh well! It’ll be a seat of the pants kind of day.

My physical state is:
Bloated.

My physical state is a result of:
I’m due on anytime now so my body is bloating and not being as relaxed as normal. I’ll do a workout tonight and see if anything improves.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Brit Park for another workshop with a colleague I’ve not seen in nearly 3 weeks.
2) Workout and good sweat session.
3) Truncated learners session.

My desired emotion for today is:
Nonchalance.

I am a woman who:
isn’t really bothered.

Today I will let go of:
worry what other people think.

Today I choose to add:
self.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
A new month means new SOSI content.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
I watched Septembers class, but didn’t really take it in. I need to watch it again and do the workbook. And I watched the Behind the Scenes. Need to refocus on my WOTY and EG.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Final prep and gathering of everything for the weekend.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
It’ll be fine.