Reluctant

My current feeling:
Reluctant.

My current thoughts are:
I poked about at writing a paper yesterday. I didn’t feel committed to it yet. I will do, and I’ll get it done on time but it seems everything I’m asked to do a) isn’t really substantial, b) like its the thing others can’t be bothered to do, and c) either going to be superceded, or a waste of time because there’s no money or resources to do it. Hardly instills any enthusiasm. However, I’ve been asked to do it, so I shall, regardless.

My physical state is:
Waking up.

My physical state is a result of:
I did #3 of the 15min Reset Challenge workouts followed by a 15min kettlebell workout last night. Not high octaine or particularly sweaty, but definitely warmed up and stretched a few acthy muscles. I have a raging sore throat which is usually indicative of a cold coming, so hope it doesn’t knock me for six just as I’m getting back to it.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Draft paper written.
2) Lunchtime walk and podcast.
3) Full cycle workout.

My desired emotion for today is:
Purposeful.

I am a woman who:
takes care of her body.

Today I will let go of:
Laziness.

Today I choose to add:
Productivity.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
Had a mammogram check up yesterday.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
My sister in law died of breast cancer almost exactly 7 years to the day. Despite all the issiues the NHS faces it offers screening for this, and other cancers, so they can be detected early and treatment started. I’m not expecting any issues and will hear in a couple of weeks’ time.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Creating an autumn/winter style with what I have.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
I could get used to 3 day weeks!