Reluctant

My current feeling:
Reluctant.

My current thoughts are:
I really don’t feel like going to work today. I’m not enthused by any of it, knowing everything I’m doing at the moment will go nowhere because there’s no money. And the other parts I’m doing are because the people who should be doing it, arent, or don’t want to, so I have to go in a play the baddie. I’ve got my head around being made redundant soon, even though there’s now talk of it being delayed until the new year. I just want it to happen now and stop dragging out the inevitable. I have a life I want to get on with.

My physical state is:
Flexing.

My physical state is a result of:
I rang a quarter peal yesterday on a heavyish bell. On theway back to the car I noticed my triceps seemed very well defined. I nearly stopped in the street to take a photo!

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Trying new app recipes for breakfast, lunch and snacks.
2) Listening to a colleague challenge some of their staff. I told them I’m just going to observe, otherwise they’d be expecting me to lead the session.
3) Getting my car back following it’s failed MOT due to needing new tyres which should be fitted today.

My desired emotion for today is:
Classy.

I am a woman who:
wants to elevate her responses.

Today I will let go of:
self deprecation.

Today I choose to add:
Elegance.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
Got home from ringing last night then food prepped for the coming week.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
It was much later than usual, but I’d prepped a bread and butter pudding for breakfasts, gnocchi bakes for lunches, peaunt flapjacks and pumpkin seed energy balls for snacks. Looking forward to trying these new recipes out.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Start my new cycle workouts. Really make effort to stick with good form and reps.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
Let it go!