Infuriated

My current feeling:
Infuriated.

My current thoughts are:
Got a phone call from Mum, in tears, yesterday morning. She’d had a call from the GP to cancel her appointment to reinsert the pessary because the letter from the hospital, after last week’s appointment, did not clearly say that the pessary could be put back in, so they wouldn’t do it. I ended up speaking to somoore in Urology about it and they agreed to get an addendum sent urgently. I chased it up at lunchtime and it still hadn’t been sent. It clearly wasn’t going to happen yesterday, so I’ll be on their case this morning. Then, just as I was leaving Mum messaged to say today’s Nephrology appointment had been cancelled due to lack of staff. I can only imagine how depressed this is making Mum, on top of being uncomfortable and housebound. I’d cleared my diary to spend the afternoon at her appointment and ensure something got done before she went home, and will now spend that time writing stern emails, requesting an MDT, or will suggest she goes to A&E until someone sorts something out to make her comfortable.

My physical state is:
Sleek.

My physical state is a result of:
No workout last night due to ringing, but sticking to food plan without any extras.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Try to resolve something for mum.
2) Lunchtime walk and podcast.
3) Workout before ringing.

My desired emotion for today is:
Resolved.

I am a woman who:
will not let it lie.

Today I will let go of:
Passive standing by.

Today I choose to add:
Determination.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today.
My draft doc didn’t require too much of a rewrite.

The thoughts that support my celebrations
Went through the governance document with my boss yesterday and she complimented me on it. Of course she suggested a few changes but nothing fundamental. I recorded our conversation so I can go back and edit it today then get someone else to review it before presenting it.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Focus on my magnetic pathway learning.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from your future:
Don’t just read and talk about it. Do the work.