Snubbed

My current feeling:
Snubbed.

My current thoughts are:
The Trustees meeting was interesting as an observer. There has been some progress made on getting a Master sorted, but none about a Secretary or Education Officer. Even sitting there, being referred to by others, as a previous post holder (for both), there was no move towards asking if I’d step in to help at least up to the AGM. As I wasn’t there to speak, I couldn’t say anything during the meeting. Afterwards, I did ask who was going to be taking the minutes at the AGM and was then asked if I was offering. I didn’t say no, but I didn’t say yes, but did state my disappointment at the obvious solution right under their noses. It was also evident someone else wasn’t happy I was there as they also took copious notes, which they don’t usually do, who knows why. I think from here on in, I’m just going to sit back and do the role I currently have. Its obvious noone on that committee values my skills, experience and knowledge and would rather struggle on trying to do everything themselves.

My physical state is:
Recovering.

My physical state is a result of:
I haven’t done a workout since Wednesday. That’s 4 days ago. There has been lots of ringing and working, a complete rest day, and a day full of meetings. Today is the day to get back in the groove. I have time later this afternoon to do something.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Food prep for the week ahead.
2) Back to workouts.
3) Back to stylish outfits.

My desired emotion for today is:
Prepared.

I am a woman who:
plans for her week ahead.

Today I will let go of:
Hostility.

Today I choose to add:
Freedom.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today.
One day, five meetings.

The thoughts that support my celebrations
Back to back, almost meetings yesterday. That’s just how the day fell. The last one of the day was good as it gave me opportunity to share experience with another county, of a recruitment event that was held locally. They really appreciated what I was able to share, and it gave them some ideas to follow up on.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
I desparately need to get back on track with all my SOSI WOTYs. Elegance, health, wealthy and magnetic. I’ve neglected all of them during this last couple of weeks and actually feel quite lousy about it. Time to up my game.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from your future:
If I’m not wanted in the Association, I’ll find a niche somewhere else.