Sad

My 30 Day Goal is:
Declutter my corner of the lounge and swap winter/summer wardrobes.

Current Thought:
Face timed with R yesterday. Rather sad that she’d not said anything before about moving out of her current flat this year. She needs to be out by end of June. The Landlord is putting the rent up and her flat mate is using that as an excuse for moving back to Manchester. She’d already been looking at other flat shares in her price range but they are all available now whereas she doesn’t need one til next month. She seemed quite edgy when we talked of the logistics of moving. She also claims not to have heard back from Uni yet about her resit, and that they’ve closed her account. I’m not sure whether to be suspicious about that or not. It wasn’t the usual, light, chatty call. On a positive, I did declutter my corner of the lounge. Threw out all my own Uni papers, files and lots of magazines. Got lots of books to take to the charity shop. 30 Day goal achieved.

Current Emotion
Sad that our daughter doesn’t tell us stuff.

Todays Standard:
I am a woman who:
wants a successful peal attempt, and to prep for the week ahead.

Todays Sweet Spot:
I think:
I will ring to the best of my ability and have all my meal plans ready.

I feel:
I wouldn’t be too disappointed if we didn’t get the peal.

I do:
1) (body) lots of ringing.
2) (mind) keeping my mind on the method.
3) (soul) prepping healthy food for the week ahead.

Future Self Pep Talk:
You’ve always done your best to support R and encourage communication. It’s always been you leading the face time calls, and suggesting days out. Keeping the lines of communication open has given R the opportunity to talk when she needs to.

Celebrations/Gratitudes:
Completed this months 30 Day goal, and already set next months in motion.