Resigned

My 30 Day Goal is:
Enjoy the Christmas period whilst still taking care of exercise and fueling my body well without missing out.

Current Thought:
My day didn’t quite go as planned yesterday. Got to go into town for some shopping, but couldn’t find what I was looking for. Was all prepared to do an afternoon of admin but got asked to popround tomyparents tosign their LPA’S. Took C with me and just as well. Turned out the forms they’d printed were out of date, incorrect in places and lots of crossings out. Dad went to print more copies off then ran out of paper so C drove all the way back to ours again, established the correct forms, printed several copies off, and of other forms they needed but hadn’t done. We ended up going through them and drafting them, then we will complete the editable PDF versions so all they’ll need to do is sign them in the correct places. That all took a good few hours. By the time we got back home it was too late for me to start what I’d intended to do, so I just answered a few quiche emails before doing a dumbbell workout. Spent the evening watching the most ridiculous to show that was so bad it was compelling. A bunch of comedians in staged wrestling matches. It was awful but we couldn’t stop watching.

Current Emotion
Resigned.

Todays Standard:
I am a woman who:
Has a peal attempt this morning that she’s not particularly looking forward to. It’ll be too long, in a simple method that people will go wrong in too easily. It’s with someone who’s probably not happy about how the current situation is evolving and possibly wants to blame me. I will need to manage my mind whilst I’m there. I have the afternoon free so will try to catch up on what I’d meant to do yesterday.

Todays Sweet Spot:
I think:
I’m looking forward to checking into a new workout cycle and seeing what recipes and wokouts I have. My stats haven’t changed but I’m ok with that considering.

I feel:
Mildly anxious about ringing with this person, trying to be non-plussed by it all.

I do:
1) (body) Lots of ringing. Maybe a new workout.
2) (mind) keep my mind on the method and in check.
3) (soul) Think of it in terms of its only a few hours.

Future Self Pep Talk:
“So what?” contains magic. It means we hold life lightly. And we ultimately come back to remembering what matters most.

Celebrations/Gratitudes:
Glad C came with me to sort mum and dad’s forms out. It would have been an expensive error for them otherwise.