I’m currently feelingPanurgic. My thoughts creating this feeling:Ready for anything. I feel much brighter this morning. I’ve been coughing and sneezing more, and my ears are muffled but I have less of a headache and feel more energetic today. I did feel a bit more lively last night and almost decided to try a workoutContinue reading “Panurgic”
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Wiped out
I’m currently feelingWiped out. My thoughts creating this feeling:All I could do by the time I got home yesterday was eat dinner then hibernate under a blanket and sleep. I slept pretty much all through until bedtime, then went to bed and slept all night. Clearly that’s what my body needed most. I do feelContinue reading “Wiped out”
Bleurgh
I’m currently feelingBleurgh! My thoughts creating this feeling:Coming down with the lurgy. Just a cold but sore throat, headache, glands up, and generally feeling rubbish. Didn’t do a JWW when I got, just didn’t feel up to it. C’s is more advanced than mine with blocked nose and proper sniffles. Probably all that hanging aroundContinue reading “Bleurgh”
Reset
I’m currently feelingReset. My thoughts creating this feeling:Shifting my mindset to concentrate on the positives in my relationship and all the good things I have. I have security, some level of autonomy, freedom to do what I want most of the time. I am loved in his own way even if it’s not the wayContinue reading “Reset”
Familiar
I’m currently feelingFamiliar. My thoughts creating this feeling:Back home to familiar surroundings and familiar routine. Got a swift, unromantic peck from C last night when we went to bed. He seemed to be coming down with the sniffles so clearly I wasn’t going to get anything more. This morning I got on the scales ofContinue reading “Familiar”
Rejected
I’m currently feelingRejected. My thoughts creating this feeling:Got no signs of affection from C at all, all day yesterday. No morning kiss, no kiss when we went to bed, no passing hug or pat on the backside. No hand on the thigh at the dinner table. All things that usually go on. And certainly noContinue reading “Rejected”
Survived
I’m currently feelingSurvived. My thoughts creating this feeling:Day 1. Even had to sit opposite C’s ex over dinner last night and held my own. C was quiet though. I didn’t get to ring what I wanted to because you have to appeal to the masses. Maybe I’ll press the point today. Fishface was in chargeContinue reading “Survived”
Relieved
I’m currently feelingRelieved. My thoughts creating this feeling:Last nights presentation went well. Only 5 people out of a possible 15 turned up and a couple of those are usually quite critical of anything new, but all of them were thoroughly behind what the concept and applications could be. Today we’re off for a weekend ofContinue reading “Relieved”
Preparing
I’m currently feelingPreparing. My thoughts creating this feeling:Lots to prepare for today. Several work meetings, one of which has pre-reading required. Giving a presentation this evening so need to get the presentation ready to go. Its one I haven’t produced so need to refresh on the content. Then prepare for our weekend away ringing. WellContinue reading “Preparing”
Ashamed
I’m currently feelingAshamed. My thoughts creating this feeling:So, the sex saga continues. Monday night I woke up to C doing some DIY in the middle of the night. Last night we did actually start the process. He’s always good at ensuring I’m satisfied first before he gets involved. The issue is that he no longerContinue reading “Ashamed”