#journalling – Page 111

Controlled

I’m currently feeling:Disappointed. My thoughts creating this feeling :I didn’t get as much done yesterday as I’d hoped. C was on the computer most of the time so I couldn’t access emails. We went to Costco so that took a couple of hours out of the day. However, we did find some Christmas gifts whilstContinue reading “Controlled”

Slim, chic & sexy

I’m currently feeling:Derailed. My thoughts creating this feeling :I had got all my thoughts, plans and tasks lined up to make a start and get lots done. C said last night that we need to go to Costco today to restock the freezer. That means I have to hang around until he decides he’s readyContinue reading “Slim, chic & sexy”

Organised

I’m currently feeling:Alert. My thoughts creating this feeling :Yesterday, and again this morning, I feel wide awake and alert. Thats despite being out, or on Zoom meetings in the evening, every night this week. Usually by now my eyes would feel heavy, I’d feel groggy and lethargic. I don’t know whether its because I’ve beenContinue reading “Organised”

Glamorous

I’m currently feeling:Relaxed. My thoughts creating this feeling :I ended up driving to raising last night while C stayed home nursing his throat. Seems it’s gone downhill over the last few days and he ended up getting antibiotics from the GP. I picked friends up along the way and it was a convivial car load.Continue reading “Glamorous”

Confident

I’m currently feeling:Glamorous. My thoughts creating this feeling :Its Tuesday which means Rebecca should be in the office today. I always find myself upping my sense of style, elegance and femininity around her. She is the same age as me and always turns out looking fabulous, dresses, hair, make-up, style, elegance. Everything about her oozesContinue reading “Confident”

Encouraged

I’m currently feeling:Frustrated. My thoughts creating this feeling :Last nights breakout session was mildly frustrating because I had received no instructions as to what I was required to do. I managed to blag something but it was all left a bit hanging in the air at the end. It wasn’t clear if we were allContinue reading “Encouraged”

Calm

I’m currently feeling:Nervous. My thoughts creating this feeling :I’ve been asked to run a breakout session this evening as part of an event about ringing. My part is to discuss PR and making the most of opportunities. I have not been given any indication how long I have or what to cover, or say. SoContinue reading “Calm”

Supportive

I’m currently feeling:Concerned. My thoughts creating this feeling :C has had a dodgy throat for several days now and says it’s tonsilitis. He’s been taking all sorts of sprays, lozengers, tablets etc. Yesterday he had to deliver two training sessions via Zoom. It sounded ok from where I was sat but he’s had some nastyContinue reading “Supportive”

Decisive

I’m currently feeling:Undecided. My thoughts creating this feeling :I hadn’t planned my clothes out for today ahead of time so stood, staring vito the cupboard. I looked at several different tops before making my mind up. I have a free day today and can’t make up my mind what to do. I will go intoContinue reading “Decisive”

Inspired

I’m currently feeling:Motivated. My thoughts creating this feeling :Yesterday I took the opportunity for a free staff health check which checked weight/height and BMI. They measured my waist, took my blood pressure and checked my cholesterol levels. It came as no surprise I’m overweight, my BMI is high, but then my blood pressure and cholesterolContinue reading “Inspired”