#journalling – Page 123

Equal

I’m currently feeling:Spoilt My thoughts creating this feeling :My husband has done all the planning, driving , cooking etc on this Holiday whereas I have hardly lifted a finger. I have offered to help several times but been told there’s nothing for me to do. My desired feeling:Equal Thoughts to practice to create my desiredContinue reading “Equal”

Desire

I’m currently feeling:Relaxed My thoughts creating this feeling :Had a lovely walk yesterday, a good nights sleep and woke up without the alarm clock Looking forward to another day exploring My desired feeling:Desired Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:I am worthy of being loved and cherised I should not have to chase itIContinue reading “Desire”

Healthy

I’m currently feeling:Relieved My thoughts creating this feeling :Have furnished the bell ringing part of the holiday and now it’s just me, him and our daughter for a few days in a cottage exploring the Norfolk countrysideI now get to dress more sexily as I would be at home because there is noone else toContinue reading “Healthy”

Loving

I’m currently feeling:Excited My thoughts creating this feeling :Last day of the ringing four and Rachel is travelling up to meet us to spend the next week with us on a holiday proper. My desired feeling:Loving Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:I get to see my daughter and spend some quality time withContinue reading “Loving”

Nonchalance

I’m currently feeling:Invisible My thoughts creating this feeling :I’m hardly being spoken to, whenever someone asks a question Colin answers so I’m not being visited into the conversation , even when directly asked something he answeredI have barely spoken all day.I have only rung once at each tower and not asked what I would likeContinue reading “Nonchalance”

Relaxed

I’m currently feeling:pleased My thoughts creating this feeling :I was surprised at how well I coped yesterday and did not allow my husband’s ex-wife to get under my skinI rang things I would ordinarily shy away fromI verbalised my new intermediate EG to my husband and he didn’t question it or laugh or make funSomeoneContinue reading “Relaxed”

Grace

I’m currently feeling:Sore My thoughts creating this feeling :we rang a peal yesterday in remembrance of one of our friends. My hands are sore and I have a blister on my thumb and my feet ache from standing still for nearly 3 hours However I am pleased we scored the peal and I rang insideContinue reading “Grace”

Elegant

I’m currently feeling:Elegant My thoughts creating this feeling :I bought myself a jewellery travel case which I have put my favourite pricees in to take on holidayI have packed summery, elegant clothes including dressesI have every intention on being graceful and lively when we meet up win our group of freinds that includes my husband’sContinue reading “Elegant”

Packed

I’m currently feeling:Nervous My thoughts creating this feeling :Need to get lots done today so I can go on holiday with everything under control at workGot to make sure everything is packed My desired feeling:Packed Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:You already have a handover document prepared and people know What is expectedContinue reading “Packed”

Stress free

I’m currently feeling:Tired My thoughts creating this feeling :was on a zoom call until after 10pm last nightup again at bam for workgoing to be another hot day My desired feeling:Stress free Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:No need to rush about I’ve only got one pair of hands and there’s only soContinue reading “Stress free”