My current feeling:Justified. My current thoughts are:I now have a couple of pieces of work to do. Hoorah. Neither is particularly long term, and there’s another possibility of something that would be medium term but requires a conversation between my boss and a colleague. This piece of work I was rather surprised hadn’t come myContinue reading “Justified”
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Hopeful
My current feeling:Hopeful. My current thoughts are:After yesterdays little rant about not having anyting to do, my boss has suddenly found a piece of work for me that will support the other two senior leads and be a good use of my skills. It’s still not going to be a major task or take tooContinue reading “Hopeful”
Rejected
My current feeling:Rejected. My current thoughts are:I’ve been devoid of much work to do for the last 6 months neary and keep asking, keep telling people I have nothing to do and keep being told to be patient. For some reason this morning my patience seems to have run out and I’ve woken up feelingContinue reading “Rejected”
Relieved
My current feeling:Relieved. My current thoughts are:Everything getting back to normal after the weekend. walked, ate well, drank lots, learned new things, exercised, rang with learners and reduced normal practice where I was as skilled as the men. I was the only woman left by part way through the evening but held my own. MyContinue reading “Relieved”
Done in
My current feeling:Done in. My current thoughts are:Got through the family gathering fairly unscathed. The way the tables were set out meant I was in a corner away from all those who wind me up. We did end up going back to my brothers house for a very short while and still didn’t really talkContinue reading “Done in”
Concerned
My current feeling:Concerned. My current thoughts are:Already the anxiety levels have elevated ahead of today’s family gathering. Between the 3 of us we’ve already agreed by what time we need to leave at to get R to a train station to get back to Kingston and me to get tome for an 8pm meeting. ThatContinue reading “Concerned”
Tired
My current feeling:Tired. My current thoughts are:A couple of late nights this week catching up on me. I’m ok in the moment but it usually catches up with me later in the week. My physical state is:Bloated. My physical state is a result of:Not on food plan at all yesterday. Lots of carbs, cocktails andContinue reading “Tired”
Excited
My current feeling:Excited. My current thoughts are:Just got off the scales and have dropped another lb taking me into the 13st bracket at a sustainable number. It looks like I could now class myself as 13st something on a regular basis. As I’ve said before, I’ve not been consistently that weight since 2019! I’m alsoContinue reading “Excited”
Confused
My current feeling:Confused. My current thoughts are:All that pent up energy and looking forward to working out and I only managed one round of three and even struggled with that. I’d been in a grumpy mood all day and had nothing to do, so was bored and fed up. Whether that had anything to doContinue reading “Confused”
Anticipation
My current feeling:Anticipation. My current thoughts are:New sofa and chairs arrive today. The old ones were taken away last night so there’s no comfy seats to sit on. It also meant I couldn’t do a workout. It would have been lovely to do one in the space created by no furniture, but the removal menContinue reading “Anticipation”