Reassured

I’m currently feeling:
Concerned.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
After the snow comes the ice. Whilst I was able to work from home yesterday, today I have to go into the office. Our road doesn’t get gritted so after a few cars have been on it, the snow turns to ice. At the top of the hill it can get quite scary if you have to stop because sometimes you start to slide backwards. I expect the main roads are all clear so its just getting of the estate is the problem. I am also concerned about my project at work. It seems there are still technical issues being resolved when we should have gone live by now. I haven’t been wvolved vi the conversation for a couple of days so not sure what the larest is.

My desired feeling:
Reassured.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
We have an operational meeting and a technical meeting this morning, then booked testing and a project team meeting this afternoon. I’ll have a fair idea of how big the issues are and if we’re anywhere near a resolution.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Need to keep warm in the office, I only have a small fan heater. Trousers and a thick top with beads down the front panel, both in shades of green. Basic jewellry today as there are beads on my top I don’t want to overdo it. I will be looking for positive movement on the project today so beeing quite direct as to people working on issues.

I will show up for myself by:
I will take time out at some point if I can to step away from the business of it all, even if it’s just to go for a coffee.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
I was pleasantly surprised I managed to get some tasks and emails done last night as I didn’t have to commute, and we ended up cancelling ringing because people started to cry off. I even managed to tackle a couple of advanced tasks that were scheduled for today. However. I will try and keep the momentum going by getting the rest of todays tasks done and staying or target.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
If I get the chance I will wrap up and go for a walk at lunchtime to see the frost and snow across the fields behind the hospital.

Today I am:
Prepared. I may only see a collegue today before Christmas as she has school age children and may be taking time off or working from love whilst the kids are off, so I will take her Christmas card and gift in today just in case.

Today I am grateful for:
Heating and a home to stay in during cold weather when so many can’t afford to have their heating on, or have no home to stay in.