Fiesty

My current feeling:
Fiesty.

My current thoughts are:
I’m still ruminating on a conversation in the pub on Friday evening. We’d gone to the Wetherspoons in Saffron Walden between quarter peals. A much too old child got herself stuck in a baby’s highchair near to where we were sat, and her mother said to her that she’d got herself in, so she could get herself out again. I smirked because thats exactly the sort of thing I’d have said to R in the same circumstance. Then I looked up and locked eyes with the mother for a brief second. She then walked away, proclaiming to her friend that I was looking down my nose at them, and did I think I was better than them, but I was eating in a Wetherspoons. Later, as I went to the loo, I heard the friend say, “was that her?”. I must admit I was slightly concerned one of them would follow me to the toilets and want to pick a fight. Thankfully, they didn’t and I left the pub unmolested. But the conversation has been drifting around my head ever since and was the first thing that went through my mind this morning. The liklihood of ever coming across these people again is nil, but it got me thinking about how I come across to people, or how they percieve me when they don’t know me and how, what I think I am displaying can be easily misinterpreted. More work required obviously.

My physical state is:
Ready.

My physical state is a result of:
I did a 25 min HIIT workout, and loved this one, followed by a 30 min beginner yoga session. I felt quite queasy during the yoga session and although managed a lot of the poses better than I thought I would, didn’t quite enjoy it as much as I’d hoped. I don’t know whether it was the yoga or the workout or the combination of both, or the rolling from one movement to the next, but my head was dizzy and I felt unstable towards the end. I may decide to give it another go another time, to see if it was just a one off, I’m not sure yet.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Clearing the ironing pile whilst watching Bridgerton.
2) Food prep for the week ahead.
3) Fingers crossed we score this afternoons quarter peal, which will be a first in method for me.

My desired emotion for today is:
Success.

I am a woman who:
Puts in the effort.

Today I will let go of:
Limiting beliefs.

Today I choose to add:
Practice.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
Yesterday panned out as I’d hoped it would. Rather than surcoming to eat in town, or buying food for lunch, I managed to persuade C that we had food at home. That way I managed to have a lunch that was totally on plan.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
It felt so good not to eat shop bought sandwiches, or unhealthy things from the bread stall.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Keeping on track with good food and as many workouts as I can fit in next week.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
How someone else reacts to you is their problem, not yours. You are not responsible for their thoughts or actions. Don’t let something someone, who you’ll never see again, bother you.