Annoyed

My current feeling:
Annoyed.

My current thoughts are:
Seems I’m proven right again when I say I can’t do things. Yesterdays quarter peal attempt didn’t get very far at all. I wasn’t the only one going wrong, but it’s always me who falls on their sword first for the benefit of others. Some of the much more experienced people went wrong, but won’t admit it. I ended up ringing the treble whilst they tried a touch again, and of course it went much better then. So frustrating after being able to ring it perfectly well on the computer. But then no one else was going wrong too. On top of that the meeting I had in the evening didn’t go too well. Hardly anyone showed up and those that did were despondent and we were unable to agree a venue. They need to go back to their leadership team and get some action behind it.

My physical state is:
Losing.

My physical state is a result of:
Losing some weight again. Had put a few pound back on over the last couple of weeks but seems its shifting again. This weeks breakfast, lunch and shacks combos should be good for shifting a few more.

I will make today extraordinary by:
1) Mix and matching my food.
2) Walking at lunchtime.
3) Launch the CCCBR AGM booking form.

My desired emotion for today is:
Serenity.

I am a woman who:
Can move on from setbacks. Not let them overtake her thinking.

Today I will let go of:
Yesterdays failures.

Today I choose to add:
Brightness.

My wins, accomplishments, gratitudes for today:
I did manage to create some mix and match style foods for this week. I could eat them in any order really.

The thoughts that support my celebrations:
I am becoming better at variety of choices. I am getting better at choosing better menu options when we’re out.

I want to improve the following for tomorrow:
Somehow get back in a good head space of not letting losses get me down. With my coaching course and ringing failures over the last week I don’t want to spiral into doom mongering.

Words of advice, wisdom, encouragement, humour from my future self:
New week, fresh start. Reset and go again.