Benighted

My 30 Day Goal is:
No spending money on new clothes or jewellry.

Current Thought:
Stayed awake for ages last night when I went to bed, thinking about R’s situation. She needs to be out of her flat by the end of the month, so has to find somewhere else she can afford and travel to work from. She’s got so much furniture etc I think she will struggle to fit in anywhere else. There’s stuff her and her flatmate bought together, so they need to decide what to do with it. She’ll need to sort out a van and will need help. She’s not answering messages so I have no idea what’s going on or how she’s feeling about it all. She must also know by now whether she passed her dissertation or not, so can only assume she didn’t. I will keep reaching out to try to get a response, but make sure she knows we’re here to help if she needs it. Maybe she doesn’t. I just wish she’d communicate.

Current Emotion
Benighted.

Todays Standard:
I am a woman who:
will keep reaching out to let R know we love her and are here to help.

Todays Sweet Spot:
I think:
I’ll message again. Ask a question to see if it gets a response.

I feel:
I will keep the door open for her to communicate when she’s ready.

I do:
1) (body) Day 3 of the BSC gang Summer Ready challenge workout.
2) (mind) admin to do today. Reading.
3) (soul) keep an open mind and heart.

Future Self Pep Talk:
Knowing that you did all you could to keep an open mind and heart for R to step in whenever she needed.

Celebrations/Gratitudes:
Enjoying mixing up the workouts. Its interesting going back to previous cycles and seeing how much stronger and fitter I am now.