#selfcare – Page 104

Knowledgable

I’m currently feeling:Preoccupied. My thoughts creating this feeling:Had a theory lesson last night on how to call touches of Plain Bob Minor. Something that with my years of ringing experience I really ought to be able to do. I guess I’ve never really been interested in conducting before, or had the need to learn becauseContinue reading “Knowledgable”

Vibrant

I’m currently feeling:Over tired. My thoughts creating this feeling:Think I overdid the sleep yesterday. Last night’s ringing was cancelled due to too many people being unavailable. Instead of putting my free evening to practical use, I ended up asleep on the sofa after dinner. I woke up about 10.30pm and put my blanket over meContinue reading “Vibrant”

Ease

I’m currently feeling:Accomplished. My thoughts creating this feeling:Got everything I intended to do done yesterday. Managed to get out of attending the Dean’s farewell service so that gave me a couple of hours back. Even got to get some sneaky PR in as dignitaries were still hanging about, I got to speak to the HighContinue reading “Ease”

Prepared

I’m currently feeling:Relieved. My thoughts creating this feeling:Yesterday’s meeting went ok. One of the people who trigger me most wasn’t there so that was half the battle over to start with. The rest of the meeting went Ok. It was definitely cast as my last one in the role of Comms Officer. So as ofContinue reading “Prepared”

Unperturbed

I’m currently feeling:Dynamic. My thoughts creating this feeling:I really enjoyed my day yesterday. Achieved so much and got most of the things on my task list done. Three short pieces I couldn’t get finished off because C was on the other computer all day. However, there were other things that cropped up that I wasContinue reading “Unperturbed”

Accomplished

I’m currently feeling:Relaxed. My thoughts creating this feeling:I have my day mapped out. Meeting at 10am then a bunch of small to medium sized tasks scheduled in to keep me on track. Baking a cake later and still have time to sit, read, maybe go for a walk, listen to some SOSI stuff. Virtual ringingContinue reading “Accomplished”

Progressive

I’m currently feeling:Extraordinary. My thoughts creating this feeling:Yesterday certainly was a day for being on it. My trip to the other hospital site went well. After the meeting I came home rather than back to the office and what a difference that made. After I’d finished work I slid across to our main home computerContinue reading “Progressive”

Focussed

I’m currently feeling:Human. My thoughts creating this feeling:Yesterday I said I wanted to feel some physical connection with C again and how my hormones were making me feel more feminine. I don’t know if that was the catalyst or what C was feeling or thinking but he did get more physical when we went toContinue reading “Focussed”

Desired

I’m currently feeling:Ordinary. My thoughts creating this feeling:I neither feel great nor bad. I feel Ok. Normal. Nothing special. Nothing exciting. And it’s Ok. You don’t have to have high or extreme emotions all the time, that would be exhausting. I expect most of us, most of the time just feel Ok, or fine orContinue reading “Desired”

Astute

I’m currently feeling:Curious. My thoughts creating this feeling:I had a very strange dream last night. I drempt C and I were snuggled up in a big double bed when he whispers he wants a divorce, climbs out of the bed we’re in and into another bed in the same room with a much older woman.Continue reading “Astute”